BINARY STARS.
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Saturday, February 18, 2012
Been thinking alot lately.
I just felt like blogging in this blog because all the memories of you flows back.
Everything that has happened back then seem so.. fresh.
Just 2 years ago, almost every post was about you.
2 years later, its still about you.
Well, I would pretty hope you would chance upon this and read how I feel about you now.
I dont know, you somehow changed my life. Maybe thats why I held such strong emotions towards you.
I was this stupid broken hearted girl, who was so lost and clueless about life.
Emoing almost every single day, till the day we really talked.
You were like a glowing lightstick that came into this pitch dark tunnel and lighted up this very dark tunnel I was in. (I'm grateful that you did. Thank you.)
That very day onwards, I was happy every single day.
Just a sight of you, or.. just your name.. or whatever, my whole day would be better.
Till now, its the same.
Things initially started out as a crush, but as a year went by, I realised its not.
I got to know you better.. but non of the negative side made me dislike anything of you.
I accepted for who you are.. till this very day.
Everytime I see you, my mind will blank out, sounds cliche but true.
Infront of you, I do not know how to express my feelings, or.. comfort you when needed.
I dont know why, but.. I dont know what to do.. Sorry..
The day that you got attached, I wasn't sad.
I was truely happy for you. Really really. ( No joke)
After that, I didnt dare to talk to you........... argh.
For those years,
You were still on my mind.
And, this was how you taught me to say no to other people.
I was happy , because you were happy. (:
I was truely happy when you told me what I had to know.
I dont blame anyone, its fate.
Cause I believe, if things were meant to be, it will be.
It hurts me to see you like that, really.
Cheer up, I'll be there if you need anything.
♥,6:28 PM
